Hesitation: death for human being

Today when I was searching some content related to English literature for my friend, fortunately I found the link so i read a lots of blog from many people. But when I thought to write something about my thought I was very hesitated because being an Indian it is difficult to write in a foreign language as per the standard. But when I read a blog with the heading "write from your heart" so I thought thought thought and finally after four hour I started to write down something. These four hours of my life has given me the intolerable pain and perhaps after writing this will prove the happiest moments of my life

                                                             When I thought about all the opportunity which I got in my life and which I have left out due to my hesitation I feel like crying. So, slowly slowly I am trying to overcome it.